Na Jaane Kis Ki Ye Diary Hai

* Nazm *
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Na jaane kis ki ye diary hai..
Na naam hai, na pata hai koi.!

"Har ek karwat main yaad karta hun tum ko lekin,

Ye karwatein lete raat din yun masal rahe hain mere badan ko,

Tumhaari yaadon ke jism par neel pad gaye hain"...

Ek aur safhe pe yun likha hai.!

"Kabhi kabhi raat ki siyahi,
Kuchh aisi chehre pe jam si jaati hai,

Laakh ragdun,
Sahar ke paani se lakh dhoun,

Magar wo kaalak nahin utarti,

Milogi jab tum pata chalega,
Main aur bhi kaala ho gaya hun"...

Ye hashiye mein likha hua hai.!

"Main dhoop mein jal ke itna kaala nahin hua tha,
Ke jitna is raat main sulag ke siyah hua hun"...

Maheen lafzon mein ek jagah yoon likha hai is ne.!

Tumhein bhi to yaad hogi wo raat sardiyon ki,
Jab aundhi kashti ke neeche hum ne,

Badan ke chulhe jala ke tape the, din kiya tha,

Ye pattharon ka bichhauna hargiz na sakht lagta jo tum bhi hoti'n,

Tumhein bichhata bhi odhta bhi"...

Ek aur safhe pe phir usi raat ka bayaan hai.!

Tum ek takiye mein geele baalon ki bhar ke khushbu,

Jo aaj bhejo,
To neend aa jaaye, so hi jaaun"...

Kuchh aisa lagta hai jis ne bhi diary likhi hai..

Wo shahr aaya hai gaanw mein chhorh kar kisi ko..

Talaash mein kaam hi ke shayad.!

"Main shahar ki is machine mein fit hun jaise dhibri,

Zaroori hai ye zara sa purza,
Aham bhi hai kyun ke roz ke roz tel de kar,

Ise zara aur kas ke jaata hai chief mera,
wo roz kasta hai,

Roz ek pech aur chadhta hai jab naso'n par,
To ji mein aata hai zahar kha lun,

Ya bhag jaaun"...

Kuchh ukhde ukhde, kate hue se ajeeb jumle.!

Kahani wo jis mein ek shahzadi chaat leti hai,
Apni angushtari ka heera,
Wo tum ne poori nahin sunaai,

Kado'n mein sona nahin hai,
Un par sunahri paani chadha hua hai"...

Ek aur zewar ka zikr bhi hai.!

Wo naak ki nath na bechna tum,
Wo jhootha moti hai, tum se sachcha kaha tha main ne,

Sunaar ke paas ja ke sharmindagi si hogi,

Ye waqt ka thaan khulta rahta hai pal ba pal,
Aur log poshaakein kaat kar,

Apne apne andaz se pahante hain waqt lekin,
Jo main ne kaati thi thaan se ek qameez,

Wo tang ho rahi hai,

Kabhi kabhi is pighalte lohe ki garm bhatti mein kaam karte,

Thithurne lagta hai ye badan jaise sakht sardi mein bhun raha hoon, 

Bukhaar rahta hai kuchh dinon se"...

Magar ye satrein badi ajab hain,
Kahin tawazun bigad gaya hai,
Ya koi siwan udhad gayi hai.!

"Faraar hun main kayi dinon se,

Jo ghup-andhere ki teer jaisi surang ek kaan se,
Shuru ho ke dusre kaan tak gayi hai,

Main us naali mein chhupa hua hun,

Tum aa ke tinke se mujh ko baahar nikaal lena,

Koi nahin aaega ye keede nikalne ab,

Ke un ko to shahar mein dhuan de ke maara jaata hai naaliyon mein.!!

"Gulzaar"